Because we have no other choice

Originally posted September 14, 2018

I've been thinking it would be fun to revive this journal, for fic and (maybe even more so) for getting more involved with the Supernatural fandom. I've been in love with the show for 6 years, but except for writing some fic and reblogging a lot on Tumblr (and occasionally generating a little content there), I've mostly been a lurker. It'd be nice to change that.

So I'm leaving this as a sticky for anyone who drops by. Feel free to friend me!

A little about me and Supernatural: I mainlined the first seven seasons during the summer after S7 and have been watching live ever since. I love Sam and Dean equally and cannot choose between them; my love for Cas is not far behind. (I may also be a little in love with Jody, especially since she became such a silver fox. And I fucking adore Donna. And Jack. And a ton of other characters too.) I miss Crowley and I bromance ship him so hard with all of Team Free Will. I ship Wincest/iel (but understand that not everyone is comfortable with incest ships and would never try to force anyone to discuss it who didn't want to), Destiel, Sastiel, and anything else that sparks my interest. I will mercilessly critique and mock and rag on the show, but I promise, it's with all the love in the entire world. I've been to two cons and hope to go to more one day.

tl;dr I will talk anything about the show to death if given the slightest opportunity, just try me.

My fic on AO3 (not just Supernatural, but it's easily filtered)
My Tumblr (a huge mish-mash of fandoms, cute animals, nature, politics, and anything else I feel like, but there is a lot of SPN stuff)

I may be unreasonably excited that Groundhog's Day is falling on a Tuesday this year... :D



It was the heeeeeeeeeeeeat of the moment...

I rewatched S15E8 today, "Our Father, Who Aren't In Heaven." Man, what a good one! Chuck is creepy, Donatello is his usual fun self, The Queen of Hell!Rowena reveal is delightful, and the Michael/Adam story is great. Getting Adam out of the Cage was on my bucket list for the last season, and I love what they did with it. Michael and Adam being friends is RIGHT up my alley and I really have to write fic about them one of these days.

Also, Jake Abel knocks it out of the park. I remember being less than impressed by him as Michael in S5 - not that he was awful or anything, he just seemed a little flat. Maybe I'm misremembering, as it's been awhile since I watched "Swan Song." If I am remembering right, perhaps he's honed his acting skills in the last decade or maybe it's just that he has a lot more to do in "Our Father," but in any case, he blew me away. He differentiated Adam and Michael so well; even when he wasn't speaking, it's obvious from the expression on his face who it is. Heck, even when he IS speaking it's a triumph - it's not like he does wildly different voices for them, but it's still so clear.

Much as I don't want Show to end, this rewatch is getting me PUMPED for the last batch of new episodes!!

Title: Beachwear
Characters: Crowley, Castiel, Dean, Sam
Rating: PG
Genre: Humor
Word Count: 200
Disclaimer: All for fun, none for profit.
Summary: Some people are not beach people. Sometimes these people are an angel and a demon.
Prompt: Written for the spn_bigpretzel Fun and Sunshine Challenge
A/N: Show would not give me Crowley as friends with TFW the way I wanted it so I do it myself.

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Title: King of Target
Genre: Gen
Characters: Sam, demons, a smidge of Dean
Rating: Teen/PG-13
Word Count: 643
Disclaimer: All for fun, none for profit.
Summary: Sam makes the world's weirdest Target run.
Warnings/tags: Crack, author trying to be funny
A/N: Way back in freaking November, the wonderful roxymissrose inspired me to write about Target as a hellgate and King of Hell!Sam, and this ficlet just kind of came out of me. I should have posted it right away but I thought maybe I would make it better and maybe I would incorporate some of the ideas she came up with after I had written it in half an hour like a possessed creature...and it sat and it sat and it sat... Long story short, I have made no improvements and incorporated no more of her great ideas and it may not be much good at all, but when I read it over it made me laugh so I hope it gives other people a smile, too.

FOR YOU, roxymissrose! (If you want it; don't feel obligated. XD) You're welcome/I'm sorry.

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Happy Halloween, all! I've been having fun writing drabbles for the spn_bigpretzel Halloween drabble challenge this week. You can see them all in the community, along with everyone else's great drabbles and art. I don't want to flood everyone's flists by reposting mine on this journal, but they are collected here on my AO3 for anyone who's interested.

Happy spoopy!

Title: Invisible Touch
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, female witch OC
Rating: Explicit/NC-17
Word Count: 6,520
Disclaimer: All for fun, none for profit.
Summary: A witch with mind control powers makes Sam and Dean have sex with each other for the first time, forcing them to confront their desire for one other. Afterwards, they find their way back to intimacy and to healing.
Warnings/tags: Sibling incest, non-con, first time, mind control, mind control aftermath and recovery, mind rape, blow jobs, anal sex, kissing, making out, hand jobs, telepathy, guilt, shame, emotional hurt/comfort, explicit images embedded
A/N: This was written for the wincestbigbang. Please show my always-wonderful artist blindswandive some love on the art masterpost! I can't thank you enough for the ridiculously gorgeous art. Many thanks also to my dear friend Nevanna for an extremely helpful beta job on this story.



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Title: Women of Letters
Genre: Gen, some implied attraction but not full-on shipping
Characters: Eileen Leahy, Jody Mills, Donna Hanscum
Rating: Teen/PG-13
Word Count: 568
Disclaimer: All for fun, none for profit.
Summary: Eileen goes for a drink with Jody and Donna.
Warnings/tags: Alcohol, humor
A/N: Written for the Swan Song Bingo, Eileen Leahy square (season 11). I like this vignette, but am rather embarrassed about how thoroughly it fails the Bechdel test. However, this is the idea that I had and this bingo is almost over! I'm hoping to one day do a piece (perhaps a longer one? maybe even featuring actual plot??) which does more justice to these three amazing ladies that I love so much. I think they would have been a spectacular team.

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Title: Your Amazing Grace
Genre: Gen, character study
Characters: Kelly Kline, literal fetus Jack Kline
Rating: Teen/PG-13
Word Count: 714
Disclaimer: All for fun, none for profit.
Summary: An exploration of Kelly's experience being pregnant with Jack.
Warnings/tags: canon character death, suicide attempt, pregnancy, psychic bond
A/N: Written for the Swan Song Bingo, Kelly Kline square (season 12). Title from Louden Swain's song "Amazing." I got really curious about Kelly's unique pregnancy, thanks to the few tantalizing lines we get about it from her (and from Jack). It sounded so fascinating, I wanted to explore what it might have been like.

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Title: Nothing More Than Feelings
Genre: Gen, character study
Pairing: None really but references canon Crowley/Lola
Characters: Crowley
Rating: Teen/PG-13
Word Count: 810
Disclaimer: All for fun, none for profit.
Summary: A character study of Crowley and his emotions during his blood addiction and a little beyond.
Warnings/tags: Drug use/addiction (but the drug here is blood or more specifically emotion); reference to torture; portentous ending thanks to canon so I guess oblique reference to canon character death
A/N: Written for the Swan Song Bingo, Blood Junkie!Crowley square (season 9). Title from the song "Feelings" by Morris Albert.

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